To my in-between,
You came in the least moment that I expected.
I was young,
I was made of high walls,
And confused moments,
I was in love with him.
You came and the first time I laid my eyes on you,
I noticed the wrinkles in your eyes when you smile,
I noticed your little freckles when you talk,
I noticed every little changes in you,
And I loved them,
I loved how your smile lights up everything in my life,
Without you noticing it.
I loved how you talk, your opinions matter as what you say,
I loved the changes in you,
It reminded me that you are human,
I wished I could tell you how I feel.
I wished I could tell you how I seem to wonder if we could be,
I wished I could tell you thank you,
Thank you for the friendship,
It was something that I would treasure.
Thank you for the kindness,
It was something that will forever etched in my heart.
Thank you for the moments,
The little war that somehow made my day without you knowing it.
But thank you, for allowing me to love you secretly.
Behind the curtains,
Behind the corals of the deep blue sea,
The waves seems to keep on punishing me at this moment,
The air grows impatient by tangling my hair,
Nature seems to have conspired for me,
They sent me messages,
Whispers of letting myself gather courage,
To tell how I feel,
And I do,
And I am,
Falling in love with you,
Long before things happened.
Long before you knew.
Long before they knew.
I am falling in love with you,
But now, now I feel that it’s high time
To let these feelings go,
To let my heart breathe once again,
To let myself see reason,
That you and me,
It’s a pair, it’s a conspiracy,
That the universe won’t even approve
Yet in the distanct sky,
I wished the universe is wrong.
“Here’s to choices and letting the universe do its thing.”